Yesterday kinda sucked. Alright, it sucked a lot. But the reason was because I wasn’t able to talk to Bekki at a time that I would have been able to if I were home.
I went out with my family yesterday and, although it was a fun time, I missed Bekki more than I can describe. What bothers me, though, is that before we left I debated whether or not to go, but I figured Bekki wouldn’t have had a chance to call during the day. Damn.
I talked to her for a couple of seconds at about 2 yesterday afternoon, and it was only a couple of seconds because my family was acting crazy (as usual) and my cousin’s husband was taunting me, coercing me to possibly sound grim because I was flipping him off the entire time.
Damn, that’s all I can say. Just damn. I miss her so damn much. I would give anything in the world just to be able to talk to her for at least a lengthy amount of time!
I’m going to be repeatedly kicking myself the next couple of days for not being able to talk to her yesterday. What a missed opportunity.
